Resuscitating Awe
LETTER BY GRACE POUCH
I was 21 years old traveling through Italy with my parents and siblings when I first visited the Sistine Chapel. Ink barely dry on my art history degree, I entered the Chapel with a pilgrim’s reverence. It was too crowded to literally fall to my knees, but that was my internal response as I stood gazing up at Michelangelo’s masterpiece.
My younger sister Catherine had a different reaction, however. After a few minutes beneath the world’s most celebrated ceiling, she turned to our parents and asked, “How much longer do we have to stay here?” She was a pre-teen in the middle of a growth spurt, understandably exhausted by the long lines and crowds. We were only in Italy for two weeks, so we had been trying to squeeze in as much as we could. (“Squeezing in as much as you can” being the obvious and normal thing to do.) This fast-moving itinerary had simply maxed out my little sister’s capacity for awe.
We laugh about this story now, because Catherine became an art major and is such a deep person of faith, gratitude, and wonder! “I know I should have appreciated it more,” she told me. But the truth is, any child would have had a similar response. If we could do the trip over again, I think our whole family would want to adjust the pace to better accommodate the youngest one in our midst.
And let’s be honest. It’s not just kids who have a hard time experiencing awe when life is rushed and overstimulated. None of us — young or old — can be present to God without the chance to “be still, and know” (Psalm 46:10).
This is a lesson that extends to far more than how we arrange our travel itineraries. I’m thinking specifically of the week ahead — the minutes, hours, and days between now and Easter…
What will it take for this to be a “holy week” for you?
How might you slow things down so that you can soak in the story of the betrayal, the trial, the crucifixion and burial, and the glorious day of resurrection?
If this Story of Stories strikes us as “been there, heard that,” our capacity for awe needs resuscitation!
A little quiet and a little paring down goes a long way toward reviving our ability to appreciate these events. To weep at the cross. To run to the tomb. To fall down at the scarred feet and worship the risen Lord.
As you adjust the pace and volume of the days ahead, may the Living Christ fill you with awe and adoration.
Grace Pouch
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P.P.S. Renovaré will be closed next week so our staff can enjoy a slow and quiet Holy Week. We will be back with the newsletter on April 10, 2026.
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CURATED BY GRACE POUCH
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Chris Hall notes that it has gotten harder and harder to find still, quiet spaces, “Yet find them — or create them — we must, for the knowledge of God will rarely be available without them.”
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Author Sarah Clarkson collaborated with Dwell to create a five day audio series for Lent to help us enter “that deep watchful quiet that ushers us into the presence of God.” Read her intro and find the series link in Sarah’s post “A Little Dwell-ing in Lent.”
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WORTH QUOTING
“Our Adversary the devil majors in three things: noise, hurry, and crowds. If he can keep us engaged in ‘muchness’ and ‘manyness,’ he will rest satisfied.”
– Richard J Foster
Celebration of Discipline
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TO CONTEMPLATE
The Resurrection of Christ
Hendrick van den Broeck 1571-72
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Van den Broeck’s Resurrection is on the wall opposite Michelangelo’s Last Judgment in the Sistine Chapel. The bright colors, exaggerated movements, and billowing fabrics invite us to feel the drama of the moment when Christ emerged from the tomb. The two Marys reported: “There was a violent earthquake, for an angel of the Lord came down from heaven and, going to the tomb, rolled back the stone and sat on it. His appearance was like lightning, and his clothes were white as snow. The guards were so afraid of him that they shook and became like dead men” (Matt. 28:2 – 4). Take some time to soak in the details of the story and picture it in your head or with the help of artists’ renderings.
TO PONDER
During Lent, many Christians have a practice of “burying” the word alleluia. Saving this special word of praise and awe for Easter day helps to refresh our heartfelt joy:
Alleluia, alleluia, alleluia!
Jesus Christ is Risen from the Dead. Alleluia!