Introductory Note:

One of the books that Renovaré Institute students read at the beginning of Course II is Brother Lawrence’s The Practice of the Presence of God. Carolyn Arends, our Director of Education advises that this is a book to “soak in.”

Henri Nouwen, who wrote the foreword to the edition we use at RI, says of The Practice, “In the midst of a society marked by fragmentation and alienation, Brother Lawrence’s life and thoughts offer a real source of healing. Every time I pick up this little book and let its words come close to me I realize that what this simple brother who lived in the seventeenth century had to say to the people who visited him and wrote to him has only gained in importance during the centuries after his death.”

The book is compiled of conversations and letters that dig deep into the theme of utter surrender to and dwelling with the Living God. It helps us to remember that presence with the Master is the first and best duty of the disciple.

Renovaré Team

I make it my priority to persevere in His holy presence, wherein I maintain a simple attention and a fond regard for God, which I may call an actual presence of God. Or, to put it another way, it is an habitual, silent, and private conversation of the soul with God. 

This gives me much joy and contentment. In short, I am sure, beyond all doubt, that my soul has been with God above these past thirty years. 

I pass over many things that I may not be tedious to you. Yet, I think it is appropriate to tell you how I perceive myself before God, whom I behold as my King. I consider myself as the most wretched of men. I am full of faults, flaws, and weaknesses, and have committed all sorts of crimes against his King. Touched with a sensible regret I confess all my wickedness to Him. I ask His forgiveness. I abandon myself in His hands that He may do what He pleases with me.

My King is full of mercy and goodness. Far from chastising me, He embraces me with love. He makes me eat at His table. He serves me with His own hands and gives me the key to His treasures. He converses and delights Himself with me incessantly, in a thousand and a thousand ways. And He treats me in all respects as His favorite. In this way, I consider myself continually in His holy presence.

My most usual method is this simple attention, an affectionate regard for God to whom I find myself often attached with greater sweetness and delight than that of an infant at the mother’s breast. To choose an expression, I would call this state the bosom of God, for the inexpressible sweetness which I taste and experience there. If, at any time, my thoughts wander from it from necessity or infirmity, I am presently recalled by inward emotions so charming and delicious that I cannot find words to describe them. Please reflect on my great wretchedness, of which you are fully informed, rather than on the great favors God does one as unworthy and ungrateful as I am.

As for my set hours of prayer, they are simply a continuation of the same exercise. Sometimes I consider myself as a stone before a carver, whereof He is to make a statue. Presenting myself thus before God, I desire Him to make His perfect image in my soul and render me entirely like Himself. At other times, when I apply myself to prayer, I feel all my spirit lifted up without any care or effort on my part. This often continues as if it was suspended yet firmly fixed in God like a center or place of rest.

I know that some charge this state with inactivity, delusion, and self-love. I confess that it is a holy inactivity. And it would be a happy self-love if the soul, in that state, were capable of it. But while the soul is in this repose, she cannot be disturbed by the kinds of things to which she was formerly accustomed. The things that the soul used to depend on would now hinder rather than assist her.

Yet, I cannot see how this could be called imagination or delusion because the soul which enjoys God in this way wants nothing but Him. If this is delusion, then only God can remedy it. Let Him do what He pleases with me. I desire only Him and to be wholly devoted to Him.

Excerpted from The Practice of the Presence of God by Brother Lawrence of the Resurrection, Second Letter” (in the public domain via Project Gutenberg).

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Text First Published July 2024 · Last Featured on Renovare.org July 2024